all for you – a letter to a lover
November 18, 2021
my heart sinks like the titanic,
because i know you don’t notice me.
no, you notice me,
but you don’t see me,
and that’s what shatters me dear.
others say they would die for love,
but darling, i would live for an eternity if it meant i would be with you.
to you, i was inadequate and my hopes were just unplanted seeds.
but, like a baker loves their loaf,
like an artist loves their art,
i’m in love with you.
so i stretch to the sun to reach you,
and melt under your gaze,
and just as icarus collapsed trying to reach the sun, i will crumble trying to reach you.
you, the person that’s makes me hate myself,
that makes me analyze my every move,
makes me question my every motive,
i love.
how could i ever love myself if you don’t love me?